Gestures
grandma, its almost been a year now and soon will be the anniversary of your birthday and your death and I know it will be a very rough on those days but I know your there beside me and trying to guide me like you did when I needed a mother figure because my father wouldnt have the certain answers that I might've been looking for, aside all of that when I learned of your death at 7 am waking up, right then I knew I needed to put on a smile something that would help make everyone seem so sad so I did my best not to cry so much infront of everyone and I swear I could've felt you lean over your coffin because the air was icey cold and the room was a bit warm but only one spot seemed so cold by your head right then I knew you were there I hope your still around watching over us everyday